Ezra is two months old now. Everything felt new and scary since we are still getting used to him after being away from home for three weeks. It was scarier when Oren had to go back to work. But really all the scary stuff aside, and also the tiredness, it is rather fulfilling to see Ezra grow. This month, he gave me his first smile. He likes to look at people rather than toys or objects. He will track us whenever he sees us walking by. He does show that he listens when we talk with him. He will excitedly move his hands and legs when he sees me approaching him. He also started to focus on things for more than a few seconds. He tolerates tummy time. He has a very strong head control. And always want to be on his feet(when we help him to be upright). He wants to have conversations. He will flash us his toothless smile whenever we talk or does some funny voice or face. It has been fun to see some of his personality coming through.
There are definitely rough days when the days feel like its never going to end, especially night times when he only sleeps for less than an hour or two but all the uncertainty goes away when he flashes me those toothless smiles :)