Trying.

I always forget that I have a website here. It’s been a while of not writing or even doing anything that is business or work related. I feel guilty for not working on my drawings or my shop. It’s been hard. I’m not sure if the pandemic is part of the hardness or it’s just hard because we are in the midst of toddlerhood. Seeing our baby become not a baby anymore is strange but at the same time it’s such an incredible thing to witness. Every day he’s learning. He’s trying. He’s developing and it is so amazing(and sometimes stressful) when I sit back and just take in all the things that are happening at that moment.

I really would like to get back to drawing, or even having some time to doing my own things during the day but it has been hard. I’ve been trying to get started on things here and there but I usually get too tired to carry on or just get distracted with planning on what’s the next best activity to do the next day. I guess all I can do is try.

We’ll keep trying. I’ll keep trying.

till next time, munirah